I got punched

Hello All,

   I'm trying to keep up with my blog. Who knows it could be blogger famous  one day. I hear they give awards out. Mhmm one day..so follow, read, and get entertained by me. 

 On to the subject line. I got punched, punched hard. Have you ever gotten news that instantly makes you feel like you got sucker punched right in the gut? Or you think your heart may have stopped for a second? Well, that is what just happened to me on Tuesday night.

   I have never gotten "bad"news from a best friend. I'm the type of friend, best friend, who tries to fix anything just to make him/her happy again.  My bff's are like my family. I can't fix this. I thought nothing bad could ever happen to bff's. Sadly, that's just what I was always just kinda prayin' for. I'm heart broken. I just assumed we would all be one big happy group of  best friends and live happily ever after.

    One of my bff's is sick.I wish I could help. I wish there was something I could say. I wish that I could push a pause button and hug "P" forever. I wish that I would have followed my gut sooner.

I wish, I wish, I wish... 

     I don't know much right now and feel semi helpless. When I know more and can even try  to put it into words I will update my blog on "P" <3

     Just asking for you, readers, send healthy loving vibes at this time. Me and "P" could use it.